Ever since Christmas break I’ve been on this weird shopaholic craze. I’ve been buying soo much stuff and I’m constantly thinking of more and more things I want. And the whole time, somewhere in the back of my mind I’ve been wondering, why am I acting this way? I’ve NEVER been like this before but I’ve just been shrugging the feeling off, saying for once in my life I should just let go. But when I stop to really think about it, these material things aren’t what I really want. The things I really want I’ve been pushing aside, thinking that somehow, by changing the way I look, by acting a little reckless, everything else will fall into place. I’ve been pushing aside what I really want because admitting it is forcing me to think about things I don’t want to think about. So I wrote down my real wish list and surprisingly I feel a lot better. Now that I’ve admitted to myself there are more things I want out of life, I can start thinking about how to go about getting them.
What’s on your wish list?